EP#42 Mariann Satya Yutki - Women Empowerer - Use pain and burnout as a fertilizer for your future!

In this episode you meet a woman with many talents. She is Mariann who has been a lawyer, educator, politician and even a tantra teacher, writer and entrepreneur in addition to the new profession - transpersonal psychology.

She has both depth and width and we dive into her story of why she started with the law, how did she end up in education sphere and how she found tantra and connected with her Inner Family Archetypes again. What is her legacy? What are her gifts she leaves behind?

A mouthful of an episode of almost 1,5 hours to dive deep into being a woman and facing the challenges of the world and life and giving you many tips how you can do it too!

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Summary:

03:00 Introduction

06:20 How did she end up studying law?

12:25 Criminal law is not for me

14:00 When did you start to look more inside?

14:28 Breaking up with my life partner

15:00 I thought I was in depression

15:45 Blood test woke me up health wise too

17:15 Did not get in to master’s degree

17:24 Worked as an aerobic trainer – 4-9 classes per day

18:15 My new husband did not love his job

18:58 Got in next time to the masters

19:06 Youth to School – similar to Teach to America – got in to both

19:33 Full time teacher in education in 2010

21:15 Got a group of kids as a class teacher for very difficult students

21:50 Open Mind Institute mentors helped us to go deeper

24:35 My marriage was fucked before I married

25:15 Worked in two ministries in Estonia

26:09 I was traveling a lot to represent Estonia even in United Nations

27:21 I was not vulnerable or weak

27:41 Took so many responsibilities and then was complaining about it

28:17 Our polarities had switched to the opposite

29:12 The screaming was the marriage and needed to divorce

30:00 Deep process to meet my real me started – I need to meet me as a woman

30:25 Lost being the woman

30:52 I was very sensitive, but so blocked in my masculine energy and iron lady image

31:55 Finding my self-worth

32:58 Using the pain as the new fertilizer for the new me

33:39 Old identity can keep us trapped in our own self-made prisons

34:20 I started off with tantra and yoni massage

34:37 But had sexual drama

35:07 Go to the field of tantra slower

35:34 Got re-traumatized

36:01 Encourage to experience tantric massage but pick your therapist carefully

37:09 Female ejaculation you can easily force it but it may injure more

37:38 Dancing helped and different female tantric practices

38:13 Femininity work was very important

38:23 Should have found a therapist or a coach to navigate with and open up

39:32 At least once a month to keep yourself aware and walk the path

39:50 Walk through the pain and drawbacks and avoid some

40:19 Thought to go to a therapist is only when I am in the rock bottom

41:20 Crystal’s visit to Zegg eco community in 2008 and met a tantra master Lokiano

42:00 Tantra master’s holistic approach to tantra

43:42 Male tantra therapists who had no decent approach

44:14 Famous tantra teacher who after yoni massage was asking to enter

45:07 Women need to learn to say yes and no

45:58 To teach girls to say yes and no in the kindergarten already

46:37 Use the therapist as a prevention to crises

47:00 Transpersonal psychology school in Estonia

47:34 Psychodrama and constellation course for a year

47:51 Went to translate to the school

48:15 Pain control with hypnosis

49:01 How to manage menstrual pain with hypnosis

50:03 Joined the school

50:18 I have always been a cat walking on her own path

50:38 I started to practice too early as a therapist

51:36 Can not go further with the client than myself

52:39 I was in the rush and so impatient, wanted to go deep fast

53:30 Broke up with my partner during the Inner Family Therapy Coaching program

53:49 Then Corona came

55:07 How Mariann found Inner Family Therapy Coaching program and joined

55:43 4 months took me to deeper layers

56:00 Joined with my partner at the time

56:10 We need to learn to say now in relationships too

56:29 Can love but do not have to tolerate

57:03 Manipulation is not okay

58:31 Have learned to embrace my Inner Woman and Inner Child

58:45 Sometimes the most spiritual thing is to say: “fuck you”

60:00 Visiting a podcast and was introduced as an “empowerer of women and femininity”

60:52 Learned to say no and become the real woman

61:19 Different extremes I functioned before I got empowered as a woman

63:39 Putting down my sword

64:20 This is not my fight

64:50 I am empowerer of women because I have gone through it myself

65:44 How to express that you need to take care of you and support it

69:57 Created women’s circle and men’s circle

71:14 Mariann’s legacy and legend

71:50 My creation – books, books about same issues we have been talking about here

72:32 Dancing, poetry concerts, creations in different forms

74:49 Mariann’s life is like a true Abundance in Action example

75:36 Having that inner trust and follow it

76:03 We are here to find these treasures and give them away

76:33 Do not even be afraid of a burnout – it can turn into your new breakthrough

78:29 Find treasures in difficult times

79:07 Gift from Mariann

79:25 Poem – Yes to myself

81:18 Raffle the layers

81:40 How to find Mariann

82:02 Magdala FB page – online sessions and hypnosis as well

83:25 Listen to your heart!

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Find out more about Mariann here: 

FB personal: https://www.facebook.com/mariann.satya

FB professional: https://www.facebook.com/magdalatherapy

Find Mariann's gift here:

https://infinite-activation.mykajabi.com/mariann-podcast-gift

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